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I WIll STOP THIS BLOG ..

Dear bitches ,

im gonna stop this blog because im tired of writing shits . Im gonna make a new blog with no words but juz pictures .


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slacking Saturday today..

LOL today was awesome too ! WOke up, took bath , went to OU to take pictures for teh Medical Check UP yesterday =P urh.. got back home play game.. then suddenly dad asked me to study ... im like wadfoux its the first day of holiday ... but i study anyways ..

during the night went to Granny's house . had a good time visiting me old lovely lady . Then had dinner at Popeyes == . Popeyes was shitty . i mean seriously , the food sux .. sorry popeye .., anyways this is a fake Popeye .... its Popeye Lousiana and CHicken & seafood . LOLOLOOLLLO . got back home .. put my ass on this chair and writing this post bfore i sleep =P

Yay .. she doesnt hate me :)

Yeah , fazira . i just realized she doesnt hate me . Shes just being herself . its me me thinking too much :P

OMFG !! ( A MUST TO READ!)

OMG !! today was a day ! it was huge , lots of stuff happen today ! You gotta read this man , if u really wanna know about my life .

Okay . So first i went to school , but guess what ? Tee hee hehe~ .. i Ponteng =P yup , in the rain i walk and walk to my desired destination / Cybercafe Alibaba. yeah , i ponteng school and play computer for 5 hours .. damn mang.

Then got back home , since im a man and i have 2 balls , i went to the muslim Friday Prayers . After that , when i got back home ... this is what happen :

Mom : "Okay Guys , get ready we will be going to hospital! we need to do medical check up so we can go to Arab "

Guys : Okay !!

so heres the thing , we want to go to Arab .. well actually my dad forced hehehehe , but before we go , we need to do MEDICAL CHECK UP . whats that u ask ? just check stuffs about us to make sure were okay so if we go arab we wont spread virus and get infected heheheh.

SO in the hospital . Me and my Mom only are the ones who need to check .. the rest just relax. Okay so heres the best part i wanna tell u guys . What happened? here..

1. Medical check up 1# : They give me and my mom two small container .. Its the Urine test and Faeces(shit) test. YES ! can u fucking believe me !? i mean i heard about Urine test where you put your warm "orange juice" in a cup . BUT FAECES TEST !!?? LOLOOL WOMG!! so yea .. i scoop a bit of my "Chocolate Ice-cream" and put it in the container.

2. Medical Check Up 2# : Blood sample test . I was Injected and sucked ... they suck my blood with this big Syringe . and i was like " OMG !! BANYAK NYA DARAH YOU AMBIK !!" they took sooo much blood from me .. i was like damn man .


3. Medical Check Up 3# : X-ray . this was fun ... well its because the nurse asked me to be naked . I love being naked :) seriously . so yeah .had fun.

4. Medical Check Up 4# : again .. injection .. but this time they add something into my hand . just like the normal injection the have in school.



HAHAHHAHAHAHAH yeah .. theres more MEDICAL CHECK UP . But thats all that i think i should tell . the rest were rather lame and boring..

OKay ! so then had dinner again with daddy . eat eat eat eat then had baskin Robin . and then done . Sadakallahhulazim !! Amen bro , amen .

Today .

Yello , today is the same old shit day again ... but with tutions.. LOL dad was away this day . Dunnoe where he go =P nothing much to talk about except SPM RESULTS !!!!

YEAH YA MOTHERF@#%CKz !! im happy for my cousin for getting 8As out of 10As . Fariz good job ! i hope you will pursue your dreams to be an artist later =P , Your little Dj here is supporting ya !

11. 03 . 2009

Right so this was yesterdays day , LOL i kept posting late because i was so lazy ... alright beaches , here we go ~.

So yesterday , normal day , go school , got back , had lunch , went back to school because im a QuaterMaster (QM) so ill be helping teacher preparing our School Sports Day and LOL it rained . SO everything was postponed == .. but me and my friend "mandi hujan" yea , we played football in the rain , LOL and unfortunately someone lost a phone , one of the QMs , he was sad , we were feeling it too , so we helped .. but couldnt find it .. . Then me and friends hangout in the canteen , watching Cheerleaders practicing =D they have tight ass , thats all i can say .

then got back from school , went to mall to get my Sister's phone . Yeah my father bought a phone for my sis .. good for her .. while i juz follow and see stuffs going on .

during the night , went to this Brazillian restaurant . it was awesome !! great food , great taste and damn .. heres some pictures up there =P

Disk Jockey dreams..

Yeah like i told ya , ive always been dreaming about growing up and be a Disk Jockey . Hoping to host clubs and big events . Well one thing that i discovered was that my father loves Trance . I mean he listens to Tiesto and Paul Van dyk and he loves them . and i was like " damn , why didnt you tell me ?" and i told him if he needs more tunes , he can just ask from me cause i have lots of them . And he told me that he had a friend who introduce these types of music to him .. and he told me his friend is a DJ . ..

i was like " damn !"
i told him to introduce his friend to me . he was like okay , one day :)
damn man , a friend that is a DJ , wondering if he can help me boost my career in DJ ... LOL i dream too much =P which is good !! at least i have a vision of what i wanna be when i grow up , not like some dumb chicken with no cock LOLOLL jokings xD

Coca

Today school day ..didnt even study or learn anything in school.. normal boring day as usual .. got home it gets Boring-er when my online game was having problems .. cant even play the whole day ... but 1 thing for sure is that i know tonight we are going to Coca for dinner .

so yeah , had fun dining with my family , talk about school and stupid jokes that my friends made everyday =P

9 March 2009

Mum and dad got home that day . First of all me and my sis and bro just sit at home Boring-ing .. untill the got back home we went out to eat Japanese / Rakuzen at Hartamas Village . Nothing much but it was fun , talk talk alot with family and that was priceless.

8 March 2009

In the early morning , i got a wake up call from my neighbour . He probably called me to ask me wether if i wanna follow him go Cycling at the FRIM ( Some jungle /protected forest) ... i was busy laying on my bed so i didnt pick up his call .. suddenly my sister woke me up and told me he called me outside , and i was like "Just tell him sorry hisyam is sleeping..zzz " and again .. same thing happened , but this time my Maid woke me up , she told that my neighbour's mom was calling ... Despite that , i knew this is not a normal thing . Quickly i rushed down wondering whats up .

and he was like " Hey hisyam , i wanna ask you to go Skytrex adventure.. "

and i was like " Sorry Aidin , my cousin is coming today .. (BUllshit !=P )

" awww please .. its something like my birthday party except we will go exploring there and lots of my friends coming "

" OMG , why didnt you say so . its ur birthday thingy , so okay , ill get ready now ."

so yeah , i got ready , got into his car , his dad's car , went there , its somewhere in Shah Alam ... meat friends bla bla bla climb this climb that .. cant really explain or talk about it because its no use ...you guys wont understand my craps.. i got no pictures or videos of it because i was soo busy having fun .....

http://www.skytrex-adventure.com/content.html ... check it out ur self ..


But one thing i know is i had lots of fun , my arms were really tired on the next day .. its fun . I dont know who reads my Blog , but if there is anyone reading .. just wanna say im sorry , i shud have taken Pics or videos .. damn it .

Ayah :(

So my dad got home today , we were all like " YAY !" but then he's off to Jakarta . Im like Wadafoux .. he got home at 1.14pm and going back to the airport and Jakarta at 2.00 pm ... LOL .

besides that .. today was the same old shit day except theres a Maulidur Rasul Celebration at school , and I got to play Left4dead !! Lucky my sister borrowed me RM8... i get to play for 3 hours and got myself a SLurpee .. LOL what a day .

Ayah :)

Today was the same old shit day but with some extra toppings which are Tutions . I feel like ponteng-ing tomorrow and go to CyberCafe to play Left4Dead but i got no money .. T.T

cant wait for tomorrow , why ? My dads coming home for a while , to spend some times with us and then going back to Arab . But tomorrow is like ...

1. Wishing to go to CyberCafe , but maybe cant because got no money , so maybe go to school .

2. Dads coming home .

3.Mommy's going to Bangkok ..

LOL... i want my family to be all together when my dad is home , but mom will be going to Bangkok for a while .. Oh well.

Stupid Emo songs.

Im not the dude who loves going to gigs and rock concerts , well i used to be one , that is before i change.. i miss those days .. in my Mp3 were only Emo , screamo , rock , metal songs .. No trance no techno no electrics ... but look at me now ..

but i still dig emo tracks , juz not as much as last time .. But theres something i hate about all the emo songs that i love . Almost 83% of them were Drop D Tuning , maybe you dont know what does that means .. its something about guitar .. i mean its like pulling this string to its limit to make the sound kinda sharp .. and im always scared of that because im just afraid to break a string .. and i have to pay like Rm30 to buy guitar strings .. and guess what today i faced my fears and the consequences..

shit.. and i got no money right now / couldnt play my guitar maybe till april.

Birds

LOL birds . Not talking about private parts of male's body . Im talking about the white pooped creature .

Its amazing how they poop .. i mean seriously . Last last friday , i went for the Islamic Friday prayers and i sat down after i have reached the mosque .. while sitting i felt something wet on my hand .. i was shocked when i just realized that there was 2 bird poop on my shirt . Im like " whatdafoux !?" i mean i didnt even realize it was there and its still warm and slimy .. so i washed them at the toilet .. people were watching me .. wondering what were they thinking .

and just today i was heading to the Express Mart to grab myself a Pepsi . It was a beautiful day , so while walking i was looking up upon the sky , looking at clouds and the sunshine and then i saw this bird flying soo cool as if a jet doing some stunts on the air .. and suddenly .. it drop a white slimy liquid known as the Shit ..

how civilize birds are =)

Yesh !

Today , my friend shared a video with me . I thought its just a new shuffle video of him ... but No .. He made a video about shufflers and named it "Inspired Shufflers Part One" .. and i just realized im one of the shufflers !!! Hell yeah !!

Sad case.

Remember i told you about me rejecting a girl ... yeah .. now i kinda feel bad for her . I can see she's hating me. and I hate being hated by someone .. Anyways i can already see some stuffs that show she hates me.. wanna know ? OKay ! xD

1.In my tution centre , in a room where we all learn , theres 8 Big tables , each table has 2 chairs . Usually if i sit in one empty table , someone random will come and sit beside me . Last time when shes sooo over me , she always wanna sit beside me , even if theres someone , she will ask her/him to sit somewhere with a please . But not now .. she didnt even sit with me this month.


2.No sms , call and etc. Yup thats right , last time she sms me like hell even when i told her i dont even have credit/money to reply . and called me all the time to talk shits. and always talks with me in tution . but not now..

3.Sms-ed her or called but never answer or reply . yup .. u noe what i mean .


4.etc cant even think right now .


LOL i pity her .. because last time she really treats me like a king .. and i rejected her just like a snap .


Fazira , sorry .. i just think you deserve a better guy.. and i like u but as a friend ... and yea to tell u the truth , you kinda freak me out ..

Promise

March has just arrived . And as you all know , SPM is coming nearer .. and nearer .. Pressure will rise and pimples will grow =P

Listen here march , i promise you something . Ill study more and less playing okay ? insyallah .... LOL okay .. ill "try" okay ? ill try to study more . Insyallah everythings gonna fine .

OMG.

You gotta watch this , this guy is damn lame !!

R.I.O - Shine On

Open up ya eyes and watch the sunrise
One part of me I've been made clear
Love that goes spread all the world, you know
Me love ya comes out of devotion
To rule ya spread to the world
In Trenchtown I'm on my mission
Where we praise the day straight our way
All the nation

Let me be the love that comes from the sun
Let me be your rainbow rising on
Every single race out of space
Will Shine on, shine on!

Let me be the love that comes from the sun
I wanna be your love light from above
Shine on, shine on, shine on!

Me love ya comes out of devotion
To rule ya spread to the world
In strange town I'm on my mission
Where we praise the day straight our way
All the nation

Everybody listen...

Let me be the love that comes from the sun
Let me be your rainbow rising on
Every single race out of space
Will Shine on, shine on!

Let me be the love that comes from the sun
I wanna be your love light from above
Shine on, shine on, shine on!

Let the sunshine down on your face
No need to feel wrong, you're in the right place
And me know that you feel what we are gonna tell you now
So gather all your friends around and
Come join me down the club, got the song, and go move you
So prove you're right, so feel it tonight now

Let me be the love that comes from the sun
Let me be your rainbow rising on
Every single race out of space
Will Shine on, shine on!

Let me be the love that comes from the sun
I wanna be your love light from above
Shine on, shine on, shine on!

All over the world

Tasty SKL

You guys should really try it =)
The last time i tried . i mean before i quit and start back , for me its nothing .. but now that i started back , it feels so good .
damn~

but ... still thinking is this okay for me ..? i mean i dance .. a lot and do a lot of active activities .. im just afraid this will make me weaker .. haihs..

Left4Dead

Oh yeah , i forgot to tell you how much i love Left4Dead . I think that game is the most Fuckingosome game of my life . Just yesterday , i went to CyberCafe to play it .. i played it before in my Cousz Xbox but its my first time yesterday in Computer . I enjoyed so much .oh ya lots of people were watching me .. they were like whisper whisper and i heard one guy said " Waaah Pro liao !" and im like fuckaDamn mang ..! xD

wish i have a better Comp so i can play games like Left4dead .. Lefty , i lurb euu =)

Short shuffle .

Just me shuffling to my sweet trance in the evening after i had FINISH my exam =)

Hehehehe

Guess wut ya Mofos !? ive finish my first term exam !! =D
yea of course .. no big deal huh ?? well try playing video games with your Pengetua beside you . hahaha =P

yea im so happy ive finish this exam .. because it seriously bothers me in term of mental and physical . I cant even play any game because one thing that was in my mind was " Exam Exam Exam ".... so as meeting with friends .. friends ask me out but im like " exam exam exam " it drives me crazy ..

but yea again , thank god ive finish this exam . More will be coming .. shit .

Hello Exam.

As days past , my examination has finally arrive.

Yup , my first exam tomorrow in the year of 2009 . Cant wait to face it although i know im not sooo ready . Ill Be facing Bahasa Melayu and Pendidikan Islam tomorrow . I wish i do well tomorrow , ive been studying damn hard these days .... well maybe not so hard but for a dude who plays a lot like me , i think i study soo hard .. but i really did ! i studied hard ! and still requires more for tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow...

Cant wait for this to finish , then ill return to the plain Crazy Harith =)

haihh .. wish me luck Mofos :P

Trying to chill.

Damn mang .. Im trying so hard to chill.

Yea , with the exam coming and with the undone studies , i start to get worried.. quite worried..

damn , exam is like next week . and im facing problems on studying . Firstly , i can only study when i have mood ... if i study without my mood , ill fell asleep on the studying table for sure . So , i like can only study during the night .. i dont know why but im more alive during the night =D.

Second , i have a lot of stuff to study .. i mean when teacher says Only Chapter 1 will be out , for sure you willl be like " Yeah , Chapter One only !!" but in my age , chapter 1 is more like 3 Chapters in 1 ... so its kinda bad..

third , im so bored with my life .. or shud i say im sick of it .. Its bad to say that ...Mom will nag for Hours if she hears something like that .. but seriously .. i kinda hate it . Its like You wake up , go to school , go back ,play study , sleep , and the next day will be the same . Fuck this system ! there shud be changes .. seriously.. I have problems with school . I hate it . I think its a waste of time .. the Teacher sucks , system sucks ..what about Friends you ask??! Well , i dont really have friends , i have but friends to me is like Bunch of dudes who juz come to you and Talk Cock ..


Yea , but i always pray , hoping all my studies pays off and hoping to get good results .. just to see my parents smiling .


So if you say life sucks , think again ...

Exam.

haha yea, My first Exam is coming .
well , im pretty confident that i can do well this time . I mean , im not saying i studied a lot , but i just think :)

well , im still proud that ive changed a lot . Alhamdulillah . i Mean the old me was like ... here's a list of bad stuffs.. Of the old me ..


1. Im a porn addict . Phuck yea man , last time i watched porn like damn long .. didnt even get tired of it.

2. Gamer , cant stop playing game , and dont even feel like studying . Im like " Hey lets play game ! we can study tomorrow , no worries !" .. and tomorrow will be the same till my exam arrives.

3.Untalkative/Emo shit .. Yea , i was so like .. Untalkative . People say im anti social , didnt even talk much to anyone or smile .

4. Cant study long .. if i study long ill be asleep on the study table , or maybe imagine stuffs/ Go to LalaLand , and yea ..

5. Negative thinker , i kept thinking negative .. just dont know why .

6. More , juz cant think of it right now.

Yea , so anyways , Exam is coming , im still studying on Subjects that i ignore much , However , ill Be saying something like " Bring it ON! !" haha ! i mean yea , im not scared of this exam .

Valentine , like i fucking care ... ( yeah im jelous :D )

woot valentines . I got school on Valentines Day , its kinda like a normal day , i was hoping for dudes to go to chicks and say something but yea .. nothing probably happen ... I help teachers a lot , organizing the School Sports Day since im a QM/Quater Master.

and yea guess what .. i think i wanna start smoking back =P . i Know its bad ... but lemme express some reasons that has been in my mind for quite a long time.


1.Smoking is sooo me , i mean i juz love it :P

2. I Quit smoking for you ... you know .... but you left me in the rain , well maybe i didnt try hard enough , well fuck you . You told people u dont want anymore but you got one , again.


3.Love smoking , i dont know man , i juz love it .

4.something about me with Smoke is that we are 50/50 .. Sometimes i feel like smoking , then ill smoke . If i dont feel , i juz leave it .

5.I love smoking at places which is nice to chill , ( Beach , rainy days , sunny days and etc)

6.. cant think of anymore , smoking is juz me okay .. so fuck you , bitches. You dont like guys that smoke ? fine , have a sex with a nerd.


hmmm yea .. LOLO funniest thing happen today . i went to the tobasconist shop to get my smoke . and the shop owner( i know him) he was like " Dude !! why are you wearing school uniform , you can at least go home and change first !! get outta here !"

and i was like T.T..

Aiman :)

So , i have a friend . His name is Aiman . He's been a game head all the time . i mean he always talks about games and .. yea just games all the time . But not so much this year . He's something like me , i mean we change . We dont really care about all the games and shit , we are just looking forward to babes . haha =D

so yea , actually , from the start of january , ive been helping him to get this girl . He kept telling me that he likes the girl , always dreams about her , kept thinking of her all the time ... and im like " Dude , get her "

But theres something i hate about Aiman , He's so Negative thinking , lack of confidence and scared of girls . So yea , i ask him to do a lot of stuff to get the girl's attention , and so that they can start something , but Aiman is like Fucking scared of girls =P He's just .... thats just him .

today , i planned something cruel , i asked help from the girl's BFF to help me with this plan . so ... heres how it goes :D

1.BFF goes to her and said AIman wanna tell her something after school , so wait ..

2. I told Aiman , the girl wants to meet him after school , so stay back ..


Hhaha , yea , so i wonder what happened , probably both of them went back home straight . But .. Oh well , i dunnoe , cant wait to asked him tomorrow.

another year without a girl ..

According to my new year Resolution , one of them was getting a girl in this year .. and i was planning to get before Valentines so i can go out with her on that special day and spend my time all day long with her .. but so far as i concern , i dont think ill be getting one ...

Valentines coming .. and yeah ... another year without a girl ...sad................................................haih .. Saiful was right , i got a ticket on the table , but i threw it away .. but i dont really like her anyways =P ...hmm.. just wondering what will happen on that day . I dont wanna lay around at home like normal weekends .. i wanna go out , at least with friends...

hmm .. you know , when i was small , im always looking forward to games , im more like a game head , all i care was playing games all day long and never get bored about it . im more like a nerd . but now , when i come to this age , i dont think about them anymore .. i care more about my looks , style , reputation and girls...

so long valentine , theres always next year .. =) but ill try get one , who knows .

wondering about Valentine's Day

Jyeah , i bet you Mofos know about Valentine's Day .
The day where male and female unite as One and going out together , spending times together for the sake of their relationship .
Isnt it sweet ? i just wish i had one..
seriously , im not despo , juz wish i had one.
i mean never in my life , i went out on a date with a gal . i bet it'll be fun . So yeah , im 16 yrs old and still single... and just trying my luck to get a gal before Valentine comes. Damn =P

-Pretty

Okay , lets speed things up ~

Fucking bored .

Fuck yeah bitches.
when i say im fucking bored , that doesnt mean im bored.
when you're bored , you know on the next 15 minutes , something new will come out . i mean maybe you will feel like eating , or playing something , and yeah you will do the things you feel like doing on that time.
Unlike me i think life is full or boredness or should i say fucking boring . Why? Gee i dont know , maybe its because everyday is the same thing . You wake up eat the same thing , see the same people , do the same thing .. everyday is the same bitches !!
its like living in an aquarium or toaster (ive already told you this in my other post)






soo yeah i fucking bored , seriously dont know what to do , usually i eat , play games , do a little reading and sleep and just repeat those things everyday and everytime ... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaihhhhhhhhh .... Oh my dog ... seriously dont know what to tell you more ..nothing is in my head now .

the call

alright , i told her that im like only taking her as a friend .
before that , here's how it goes ..

"Hey Faz" says me

"hie :D " says her

"why do you sound soo not you while chatting "

" i dont know faz , i just dont feel right "

" thats why i call you , i really care about you , if you wanna talk im always here"

"alright faz , i really need to tell you something "

"Yeah ? "

"I still remember the first day i went into the account tution , i was soo new there i dont even know anyone . I mean nobody even talk to me and so do i ."

"hehe yea "

"yea , but day by day , i start making friend with you and calvin . i mean look at us now , we are soo close huh ? haha ."

"yups"

" yea . and this year , were like getting closer huh ? we are calling each other and sms-ing each other and getting to know each other "

"awww"

"haha , aww yea . and we already start asking each other going out now ? haha unbelievable ."

"isnt it sweet ?"

"yup , but faz , i really need to ask you something "

"yea?"

"what do you take me like ? do you like me ? "

"urmmm.. ( took like 10 secs of uurmmm..)

"Faz , cmon .. just tell me the truth"

"i dont know what this all mean hisyam "

" ok , ill go first , i like you . Do you like me ? "

"yea"

" how much ? and what am i to you ? "

" i like you a lot , more than a friend actually "

" Faz , i like you you know ? i really like you , youre a sweet girl . tapi faz , i anggap you as a friend saje . okay ? "

"Okay ( with a weird tone and voice )"

"right , i know this is odd , maybe i perasan you suke i sangat and all this things , but i really wanna let you know i take u as a friend okay ? "

" okay.."

" and i lied to you about going out , i mean you kept asking me to go out and i kept giving excuses i have tution and guitar lessons . its all bullshit okay ? im sorry , i just not into going out with you , theres nothing with you , its just me .. "

"its all fine with me , i pun actually lazy to go out "

" ahaha ooh , why dont you tell me "

"haha , but going out with you is different "

"hehe"

"but promise me youre still gonna be the Hisyam i know .."

"of course i will , what ?! do you think from now i wont talk to you ? fuck no =P"

"haha"


and yea .. we just talk random craps again till i told her that im sleepy and called it as a day . so yea .

This is it .

Okay this is it .
im just gonna tell her that i only take her as a sister .
yup. I cant take it anymore ...
i kept thinking about her , she kept calling and message me all the time . I mean like hey look ! were not a couple or have any relation soo why are u calling me everyday ... it kinda feds me up .. so yea , im just gonna go to her and tell her i juz take her more like a friend .

Watch this bitches

girl

okay ... so remember the bitch that i said she's really fucking friendly too me ? yea .. and i told you right i tried to get her but yeah i give up bcos i know bitches dont really like plain normal dude .  yea ... so .. Fuck her ..

anyways , theres this girl , i think she kinda like me .. well i kinda like her too but i think shes kinda weird . Well it all started at the Tution Class . On that day , she kinda dressed up very nice  and ask me to sit beside her . So yea , i did . We talk talk talk and yea juz talk random craps . In the end , she asked for my number and even wanna take a picture off me .. so im like okay :D

til now we are still chatting . I can see that she likes me very much . She kept telling me that shes a loner .. doesnt have friends , and im like .. awww , dun say that .. and yeah she kept asking me to go out with her . but  i hate to tell her i dont wanna .

bcos theres something which i can say that i hate her , a bit :

1.she's weird

2. short ( ok i have no prob with that )

3. but she talks and looks cute , ( just scared if we go out , ppl will think we are like Bro and sis)

4.she really loves animals , i mean reallly really , she told me something sooo odd and weird

5. more , just cant put my fingers on it .

yea ... so , i like her , love her attitude and she nice , but like i said , shes short , do weird stuff  and talks funny . i dont mean tosay all this , but this stuff just like go to my mind wondering why  is she like this .

friends keep telling me just to take her , but yea , those stuffs blocks my way .

just wish i have a prostitute in my house , would do sex all day to release stress  and have fun.

Just a friend

yea , im so just a friend .
that girl keeps talking about dudes in her life ..  i dunt even know who the Fouk are they .
anyways , Giving up on her .
why go on girls who acts fucking friendly with you , but in the end just abandon you and dont talk to you till u say something , just like Poor little Cute kittens in a box that you find at the road side.
Okay , i dont mean to say F , but on that day and second , i just feel like  ... haih .. nevermind , maybe i think too much . Of course ,  she wont take me like someone more than just a friend .. im just a friend .. a friend with  ridDICKulous hopes  ..

Saiful !
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Dreaming big

Disk Jockey !!

what's Disk Jockey you ask ? its DJ damn it !! =D
yes its me , in another random episode of Blogging .
todays topic is .. my dreams ?
well since the day i was born , mum and dad always ask me what i wanna be when i grow up . And i always reply to them that i wanna be a God so i can have everything i want . xD
but then when i start schooling and education fills my brain , i now realise the real thang  .
Sometimes when i lay on my bed ,  i always think what will happen to me in the future ...
Loads of Question passes through my mind .. such as:

Will i be successful in life ?

will i make mommy and ayah happy ?

will i get a Lovely sexy wife ?

is tooth fairy real ? =D

and yea ... still wondering what i wanna be when i grow up . Years pass and when my mum and dad ask me what i wanna do and be when i grow up , i kept saying " I Dunnoe " .. and yea , they get mad with that kind of answer . I mean just immagine you ordered a Cup of Latte and it took soo long just to make ur latte , so you stood up and shouted " Oi  " followed by " wheres my latte !" and the blurr case dude was like .. " I dunnoe " .. Random much , yea ..

anyways , everytime when i say " I dunnoe " , my mum and dad will be .. kinda angry . Bcos yea , im the first son , so they really expect big things from me and  by saying " I dunnoe " is like as if i have no future. 

in the age of 16 ... i start learning accounting . Accounting is fun ! and i really enjoy doing all my  accounting homeworks and stuffs . and then i just realised that theres a type of occupation known as " Accountant " .. So im like , ZOMG , im loving accounting so okay , when i grow up i wanna be an Accountant !

but a few months pass and i really change . i mean i really really change . Well im like from the Lonely Untalkkative Emo kid in to a  Lunatic .? well i dunno how to explain . But i can see soem several changes .

1. start dancing

2. start to like crowds and loud music

3. simply do the things that i wanna do 

4 . talkative , like to talk to ppl although i dunno hu the hell they are.

5. and a lot more ... oh ya , i start to love trance and techno .

yups , i really change alot .. those 5 things are the only thing i can think of right now . so now , im like Really into this music industries thingy . I kept watching these great party events that was held in this Earth ..:

qlimax
q-base
xqlusive
the qontinent
defqon-1
inqontrol
qountdown
houseqlassics
qlubtempo
q-dance @ tommorowland
q-dance @ mysterland
q-dance presents scantraxx
q-dance @ planet love
q-dance presentations around the world just called q-dance

they so rock .. anyways yea . i now proudly telling u guys , i wanna be a Dj . Not just some stupid Dj . Dj's that make the best head banging tunes , Host clubs and party events ..
yea .. i wanna be a DJ.

El Puta Madre

urm , i accidenttly Publish this Post ..
please read the post above .
thank you for understanding.

Teenagers

Lets talk about teens =D
i think we are lucky and should be thankful to god that we were born here in Malaysia , okay maybe not all , but i bet you bloggers sure live in a very peaceful and wonderful country =P
We have the money to buy anything we want to , We have the looks to get our perfect match , we have a good school to gain knowledge and bla bla bla , we have almost everything.

but have u guys ever wondered , which country has the worst teenagers ? well i dont mean worst teenagers i mean teenagers who live in a very bad country and have a bad life . So far as i concern , i think if you're a teenager and living in some Arab land , you're pretty unlucky . Why ? ill tell you .

First , im not doing this to make fun of some people , im  just doing this to tell what i think about people . No hard feelings aite. =)

(1) Being an Arab teenager is kinda bad , because first , You cant just go to a girl and talk to her .

(2) you cant even meet a girl , talk to a girl , touch her , or see her stuffs .. Oh lala~

(3) As a muslim , you must dress up nicely everyday . I dont mean nicely , i mean something like you gotta wear clothes that covers some of your body parts.

(4) If your a dude , You must wear a Robe/Jubah , everyday , because thats the only thing dudes over there wear . If your a gal , you need to cover everything , except for your eyes.

(5) because of those things , its harder to choose a girl . haha , you know what i mean?

(6) More stuffs , go and be an Arabian , then you'll know .

haha , in conclusion , im just talking craps because this is the only topic that i have in my head . So , hehehe ~ just be thankful to god about the good things you have in life.

Doesnot go well.

Yea , remember the girl i tried to get ? and in the process ?
yeah .. i just have a feeling that she only take me as a friend .

It sucks to give up , but i tell  you some stuff that i  know she takes me only as a Friend

 (1) In her blog , she always complain about boys . Im not sure if shes angry at him or like him , but yea she talk about boys .

(2) At first she talks and sms and chat to me as if like she really loves chatting with me , but now i can see like .. well .. she's talking to me like a friend .. Okay i cant explain it to you , but if you were me , you will know the different.

(3) About 25th / her bday . I asked her out  , and shes like okay with it . So today i thought i wanna get 2 movie tickets to watch "Australia" and maybe get a teddy bear for her and give her in the end of that day . But when i asked her again about the meetup on her Bday , she said maybe she has soemthing going on . ( okay , shes a popular girl so its no doubt for soemthing going on on her Bday , so im cool with that )

(4) more stuffs , just gotta be me to know ..

So yea , should i give up on her ?  She's a sweet girl and yea , dated a lot of dudes but break up because all the dudes cheated on her . Im not really like going mad about her , but it would be nice to have something new in life . I mean  , i still have a crush on her since i know she's the most trusted ,polite and gentle  and smexy xD .. but yea ... thought of giving up .. at first i thought she really really like like me .. but after a while .. i just realize maybe she take me as a friend ....

Should i give up ? or just keep on trying ?   

Busy ..

damn , i've been very busy nowadays .
i cant say that im soo busy , but it has been a tiring day for me.
i kept getting sleepy and tired more often.
but at night , i will always online for a girl that i kinda like :)

wanna hear the story ?! sure !!

so this girl , i remember the first time i met her was in the year of 2004 , where im still a small kid / primary school student / 12 years old . We dont usually talk , but if i pass by her , i'll always say " hi " and plus with a smile  =D well , i kinda had a crush on her.

Time passes by and i went to the world of High School . I still remember the sweet smile of that girl and still wondering what happened to her . Days go by , years went thru soo fast and it was on 31 december 2008  , something nice happened to me .

i was at The Curve / shopping complex . I was just chilling there at night to celebrate the arrival of the new year . While  i was just standing waiting for my friend , someone pat me on the back . I turned around and was shocked that some of my old primary  pals  were at the back of me. they greet me with a sincere smile =) i was soo glad and happy i met them . We talked for a while , asking each other How's it going  and bla bla bla =P  and the girl that i have a crush on was there . I  thought that she had forgotten my name , but no . So do i . we were like " OMG you stil remember me ? =D " . yup

i went back home and like felt sooo happy because of that priceless moment . I asked for her number from a friend of hers . and yup , hoping to get her :) 

were still talking now , and yea , somehow i just feel like telling her what i think about her and  maybe get our friendship to the next level =)  i really really hope that she likes me too and know how i feel about her .

 oh well , what a story =P

Pressure

like i've mentioned , i will be facing SPM this year .
im always fooling around and having fun all the time , but dont get me wrong . I always study at night and times of boredom .
I hate it when people keep telling me to stop fooling around and study study study . Like my mom , i mean , i  study u see , its just that when im studying , you think im sitting in a room playing games and chatting to my friends . NO!
and keep yelling and telling me to study .. dude , do you know how tired i am after i just got back to school , plus with more stupid extra classes ..

its not like i dont care about this SPM . Of course i care , but that doesnt mean i must study all the time right ?

School life ..

Yeah , school .
the place where you gain knowledge and seek guidance from smart people . haha !
anyways , i kinda hate it .
everyday is just the same old plain day  :

I mean i woke up , Have breakfast , learn learn and Recess and learn learn , go back home , then   have lunch then  is either play computer or go tution or sleep and in the evening is either tution or go out and play . Night , play computer and homeworks and sleep .

my life is kinda like boring , its like in an Aquarium / a Bread toaster / a toilet bowl / a broken record player . Lets take example like Aquarium . Im like a fish , everyday is the same old thing and when its holiday , its like im being put in a plastic full of water while my owner cleans up my dirty aquarium tank . And when the school starts back , i will be put back in that hell .

but seriously i just cant wait to go out of school .
im a senior now and it will be my last year at school as i will face the bigest examination of everyones like in Malaysia known as SPM ( sijil pergi mati ) nahh just joking , i was talking about the sijil pergi mati . SOoo anyways, this SPM will decide where will you be studying for the next years coming and what will you dudes be when u  are getting old .

now , im like trying to focus more on studies and in the same time having fun like theres no tomorrow . 

and i miss you.

Dear Blog ,
today i got a call from my dad . You see my dad is a good dad . I mean seriously , i remember when the times me and my family struggles for the search of money . During that time , we were sooo close and well maybe lack of money . We had dinner at mcdonalds like Once  in two weeks. We always order a large set and eat it together . I was so happy and still young  and thinking everything was alright .. but no ..

During that time ,Mum had regular job and  my dad keeps going Overseas and the best part was that he kept buying me stuffs like tamagochi and a scooter . Even though everything seems normal ,  my mum and dad always have a fight . My mum doesnt like my dad who kept going overseas and leaving me , my sisters and my brother with her , but my dad was forced to work no matter where it takes .. why was he forced ? its all about the money ..

That time , when i was like 8 yrs old , i remember i got awake by the loud noise made by my parents in the early morning. They were arguing , although i cant remember what were they arguing about ,  im pretty sure that  its about the stuff i just mentioned up there .  I went off my bed and walk towards them and ask " whats going on ?"   they didnt reply anything but told me to just get back to sleep .

a few year later , things started to change. 

 My dad , He doesnt give up easily . In my house , theres a room full of books and Cds , thats my dad's office. We call it his office bcos he kept  staying in that room listening to his favourite tracks , reading books and did all his work there . untill now, the room didnt even change a bit .
My dad keeps on getting promotion and got  transfer to lots of office . At first i thought he got fired a lot of times , but when i look at my family now , i understand what is he facing.

So , well , . He's working in Arab now . He had a good job here but he likes getting  new experience in his life . He comes back here every 4 - 6 moths .  Its  a sad case , but he oftenly calls us from Arab . He always ask  about my  school results and kept saying that he's worried about me for not doing well in my exams . but i promised him one thing . Im gonna score this SPM no matter what i have to go through , insyallah . Those words are usually not enough to make him satisfy  bcos i kept failing  lots of subject .  

In the end of all conversation , it always end with i love you . He even told me that i need not to worry about anything because he is always there to help me yet  i still need to work hard in school.


<3

Ayah , i just wanna tell you that i love you . Dont worry about me too much okay , because i will be more worried if you keep thinking im a failure in my life . Ill do my best in SPM and i will make you proud , insyallah.   Muaxx  

-Rith

Pretty boy ?

So , i was just hanging out with my maid and my sis  when suddenly  a song appeared in my mind named . M2m - Pretty boy  .. So , i quickly rushed up and downloaded it  O.O
Amazingly , im loving that song sooo much ...  No ! im not Gay !

Its a nice song ler .  i mean its so sweet .. 
cant believe i fell in love with that kind of songs .
Everybody in my family told me that im like a pregnant woman .
thats kinda true bcos im sooo random . I mean i Love techno and trance and all those hard beats club tracks but sometimes i fell in love with wierd songs like :
 Lenny Kravitz-  It Aint Over till Its over
 T.at.u  - not gonna get us

haha , even this post is soo random  :D

hiie :D

Hmm , hello =D

To be honest with you , im not really sure about what im doing. I've just created now Blog account and  and  this website directs me automaticly to this page . It says "Create a Blog" , so i clicked it and now im still confused  .. like a baby that was born in an African jungle .. No , not you Tarzan.

Okay , sooo anyways , Im harith . Nice to meet ya :)
well , i heard this .. Blog .. from my friends and my sister . At first i thought it was lame but i end up making a Blog account . So , from now , im gonna tell you guys about my life and all the stuffs bloggers post .

Its kinda late right now in Malaysia ,
its 1 in the morning and im still not asleep.
think its time i call it a day , nitey nitez .

-love Rith