the call

alright , i told her that im like only taking her as a friend .
before that , here's how it goes ..

"Hey Faz" says me

"hie :D " says her

"why do you sound soo not you while chatting "

" i dont know faz , i just dont feel right "

" thats why i call you , i really care about you , if you wanna talk im always here"

"alright faz , i really need to tell you something "

"Yeah ? "

"I still remember the first day i went into the account tution , i was soo new there i dont even know anyone . I mean nobody even talk to me and so do i ."

"hehe yea "

"yea , but day by day , i start making friend with you and calvin . i mean look at us now , we are soo close huh ? haha ."

"yups"

" yea . and this year , were like getting closer huh ? we are calling each other and sms-ing each other and getting to know each other "

"awww"

"haha , aww yea . and we already start asking each other going out now ? haha unbelievable ."

"isnt it sweet ?"

"yup , but faz , i really need to ask you something "

"yea?"

"what do you take me like ? do you like me ? "

"urmmm.. ( took like 10 secs of uurmmm..)

"Faz , cmon .. just tell me the truth"

"i dont know what this all mean hisyam "

" ok , ill go first , i like you . Do you like me ? "

"yea"

" how much ? and what am i to you ? "

" i like you a lot , more than a friend actually "

" Faz , i like you you know ? i really like you , youre a sweet girl . tapi faz , i anggap you as a friend saje . okay ? "

"Okay ( with a weird tone and voice )"

"right , i know this is odd , maybe i perasan you suke i sangat and all this things , but i really wanna let you know i take u as a friend okay ? "

" okay.."

" and i lied to you about going out , i mean you kept asking me to go out and i kept giving excuses i have tution and guitar lessons . its all bullshit okay ? im sorry , i just not into going out with you , theres nothing with you , its just me .. "

"its all fine with me , i pun actually lazy to go out "

" ahaha ooh , why dont you tell me "

"haha , but going out with you is different "

"hehe"

"but promise me youre still gonna be the Hisyam i know .."

"of course i will , what ?! do you think from now i wont talk to you ? fuck no =P"

"haha"


and yea .. we just talk random craps again till i told her that im sleepy and called it as a day . so yea .